Morning vent

Some days I do resent my life. I wish I had a little easier brining up and I wish my life wasn’t a constant battle. I feel like it’s just always something. I know my life could be a lot harder and worst. But some days I wish it wasn’t as tough as it is. The life I went through is also the reason I’m so tough. But every now and then I would like to not be so tough. I would like to be someone who gets the easy road. I feel like my life is a string of “just gotta get through this”. Well I’d like to know when I get to the point where I get to enjoy everything...