I just want to be a mum 😭

Jenni

So this week I was told I have PCOS.

I have cycles ranging from 25 days to 44 days. Been tracking and trying for ages with no luck. Doctor told me he won’t refer me to fertility clinic until my BMI is below 30... so now I have 3.5 stone to lose before anyone will even refer me for help. I’m 32 in September and this has destroyed my mental health :(

Does anyone else feel like they will never get to be pregnant?