Crazy

I know it might sound crazy but 39 weeks deep and I feel like my body just doesn't know what to do with getting this baby out of me... First time doing this dance so can't blame my lady bits for just taking literally no action towards realising this baby but dear god... I don't wanna be pregnant anymore... And he's already weighing in at 7lb 6ozes which is terrifying he puts on to much more weight in the 3 weeks my hospital will let me go and I'll end up on Cesarean Row... Which is not a place I'd like to be...