Trying to conceive

I am at a loss for words right now. My husband and I decided to start taking more steps into trying to have a baby. I haven’t been on

birth control or using any form of protection in over a year but I have irregular periods and I’ve never tried to track my periods or when I am ovulating. Well this month I finally had a normal period and I just felt like things are finally working in my favor.... it’s been one week of trying and this is what my husband sends me. I don’t know what to do or say. The thought of trying to get pregnant, being pregnant and having a baby is all I’ve been thinking about and I thought he was on the same page. To say I’m heart broken is an understatement. I don’t believe there is ever a perfect time to try and have a baby there’s always going to be an obstacle but I don’t want to waste anymore time when I know that trying to conceive won’t be as easy as it is for some women. Someone help know what to feel.