Abortions.....

So I found out that I am pregnant with my 2nd child today. I am roughly 6 weeks, and I am considering an abortion.. I’m really scared to get one, because I’ve never done it before. As well as, I have been wanting another baby for almost a year now. My husband and I are still young, and we are struggling a bit at the moment. He says we aren’t ready to take on another child. He’s not the only one who’s told me that either. My family and friends are not very supportive of me having another child, (they don’t know I’m pregnant). When I told everyone about my first child, the reactions I got were horrible. My mother took looked at me and said I want nothing to do with you right now, took sleeping pills and wouldn’t talk to me for a week. My friends thought I was stupid for doing this, and when my husbands mother met me for the first time her first words were “so your really not going to get an abortion?”. In the long run they love my daughter with all their hearts. But I’m scared of everything they would say about this one..

I’m scared to get rid of it knowing it is wanted... and scared to keep it knowing people don’t want it.....

My husband says he is supportive of whatever my decision is... but I don’t even know how to decide.