Anyone else pregnant with me and still POAS?

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I don’t know if it’s because I no longer dread the idea of looking at a negative one, or if I’m scared these lines will disappear, or if I’m just so excited but I’m constantly POAS just to be sure lol. I had my doctors appointment yesterday to take the test yesterday and have been so stressed they’re going to call and say it’s negative lmfao.