I love you so so much but I don't know how to feel when you continue to walk away from me and then you always come back to me as I'm trying to heal from the heartbreak. I'm scared you are disappear from my life and I'll never see you again. I'm scared you will break my heart for the last time and I won't be able to recover from it. I don't know why you keep leaving I can't decide whether it's because you think I'm too good for you or you just are at point where you don't know how you feel about me. I just wish you would stay with me. I wish you would show me you care about me and love me as much as I love you. I understand that you have your problems you have to deal with and I know I have my own problems to deal with too. I love you and your flaws I don't know any other way to show you that. I've tried moving on from you but I couldn't. I could never see myself with someone else or be happy with someone else no matter how hard I tried to be. I've tried to forget about you I've even asked God multiple times to allow me to forget about you and lose feelings but I still feel the same. I've tried and tried to keep my distance and not get too attached and not fall for you but I've clearly failed at that.