This whole pregnancy, I been feeling fine and happy,but now currently 36 weeks and 5 days... depression is starting to hit me. All I want to do is cry, I miss my body, I feel disgusting, all I want is to cuddle with my boyfriend,but he either at work or working on his car. Due to me not shaving down there urine smells and sweat get trapped down there and smells horrible after 20 minutes. My boyfriend noticed it and kept talking about it and it really pissed me off. I just want my baby right now. I think I’ll cry my eyes out when he gets here because he’s the only one that can make me happy at this point. Sometimes I just want to slit my wrist or just kill myself,but what use would it be?😔 I try to act strong,but deep inside I’m truly broken. I feel like I’m worthless and my life means nothing.