Me and my boyfriend(daughters dad) broke up the very beginning of January. He got into another relationship. But then we rekindled and he broke up with her and we’ve been working on getting back together. We basically are back together but not public on social media about it.

A few days ago I found text on his phone telling the girl he was with he missed her so fucking much. And she was the right girl wrong time. She obviously wanted to be with him but he fought her on it. Well she brought up me to. And said he’s playing with her head cause she knows he left her to come back to me. He said he wasn’t playing with her head then didn’t ever text her back even though she had tried texting him. It’s been about 2-3 weeks since that conversation and he said he hasn’t replied because he wants to be with me and made up his mind they just had a different connection.

Which I 100% get. Every relationship is a different connection. He said the connection would never come between us. But I can’t get those text messages out of my mind. Am I wrong for believing him and staying? (He did block her on everything)

How do I deal with this and not be a crazy girlfriend. We have a daughter together who is almost a year old. And I love our little family. I just wanna move past this but have no clue how.