Failed IUI

My husband and I been ttc for about 5 years. We had ectopic pregnancy last June 2016. Last month may 20, 2019 we had our first

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. Then now I got my period. I feel so devastated, down and feeling hopeless. I don't know what to do. 💔 my heart really breaks into million pieces 💔 all I want is to have our own baby. But why us? Why me? 💔💔💔