Starting to panic

Anyone else starting to panic a little bit realizing next month is baby month? 48 days until my c-section and the panic set in today. I realized today we don't have a single free weekend before baby will be here, we still have a few big things to get, and I'm starting to worry about being able to handle 2 under 2 😅 Super nervous now realizing how fast this pregnancy is going. My girls will be exactly a year and a half apart and I'm so excited but also starting to get terrified. At the same time I also want time to go faster because my cousin just had her daughter yesterday and now I want mine. So many emotions 😂😅😐