Annoyed... Hormones or not....

I let my husband's cousin borrow a few baby items with her last baby and I just got around to putting my rock n play together (yes, I know they're discontinued). I looked at the rock n play and didn't recognize it as mine. It's dirty and not very well cared for (husband thinks it's not too dirty but me being picky). I was very particular when I had the rock n play. Bagged it for storage and everything. I was thoroughly convinced it wasn't mine and getting very upset about it too. I had to look through my first baby's pictures to confirm it was mine.

The dang rock n play is the one my little one used. And the parts that are dirty don't come off to be washed. Now I'm not upset but flippin annoyed that I let his cousin borrow it and she didn't take care of it. I'm guessing my annoyance is a little bit of hormones and a little bit of nesting. It'll just be the last time I let her borrow anything....

Grrrrr😡

Just needed to vent because the husband does not understand....