Is it bad that I can’t come to terms with myself to look at my incision? I’ve been struggling with postpartum depression, and the thought of seeing my incision honestly makes me really upset. I really wanted a vaginal delivery, and sometimes I feel like I’m not as much of a mom because I didn’t experience labor at all. I know having a c section still makes you a mom, I’m just having a really hard time coping with it all. When it comes to checking on my incision my fiancé looks at it and checks it. I have no desire to see it because I’m honestly struggling so much with the feeling of being an inferior mom. Please don’t hate on me, I am by no means saying having a c section doesn’t make you a mom, all I’m saying is I’m honestly struggling with the fact I had to have one and I’ll never be able to have a vaginal delivery.