11w3d...home doppler...

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I just used home doppler that I got for my previous pregnancy with our angel (because after anatomy scan and we knew she was sick I wanted to listen to her heartbeat often) well..I've been anxious and decided to try to listen for heartbeat and can't find it and I know sometimes you can't this early on home doppler... but now I just made myself more upset. I go Tuesday to MFM but idk if they are doing ultrasound. I think they will try for heartbeat but what if they don't find it will they give me ultrasound to see that baby is ok? I didn't deal with all this stress in the beginning of my last pregnancy only after we got to anatomy scan at 19w3d and after. Help me calm myself down. 😭