I’m sad again... I have reasons and want the sadness to go away. The other day my brother told me he saw my old friends (k and m) he said that they came in where he works and asked him if I would ever come back. (About a year ago we used to hang out all summer and I eventually developed a crush on k and I didn’t want her to know so that was part of the reason I left. But we started to get close and then I had to go back to my moms and I never talked to k and m since.) my brother say that he didn’t know and that they seemed like they really miss me. I want to go back but I’m tired of always texting their older brother because he is the only one who has a phone and I don’t want to bother him. I also think I might still k and I’m scared that if I go back the It’ll be awkward if they aren’t surprised to see me. I also just feel like crap because I feel like I’m an attention whore because when the attention isn’t on me, my friends aren’t over, or I’m not actively going somewhere.