Story of hope
I promised myself I’d come back to this group if I was ever successful and as I sit here watching my baby monitor (can’t believe I’m saying this!) I was reminded of our journey to this spot.
I won’t go into details but I can tell you I suffered a first trimester miscarriage at 10 weeks about 1.5 years ago, and I was deviated, wondering if I would ever be able to have a child. The pain of those months caused my pregnancy now to be filled with fear - I was never able to enjoy and barely bond with my baby during pregnancy. I can tell you birth was a very difficult experience, and now 1 month PP I am finally finding myself again, and feeling so blessed to hold this little guy in my arms.
There is hope. There is light at the end of the tunnel.