Am i alone on this🧐🧐🧐🤷🏽‍♀️

My daughter just turned two in April and hubby and I want to have another baby before she turns 4. Buuuuuut😳😳😳 I am sooo up and down about it..lol. One minute I’m reading something or looking at newborns and the baby fever hits me hard😅😅 Then I read a post about “not sleeping, pumping at 4am, etc..🤣🤣🤣 and I’m like 🧐🧐🧐 Do I reeeally want to go through all that stuff again now that my minion is getting more and more independent? I really want a baby but I keep forgetting how much work it really is once they get here😰