Broken...

I'm more then depressed. I got my induction date today and it's a day I literally will have no one to be able to go with me. My "partner" has to watch his medically inclined son that day. My dad will have my kids (plus he said my first sons birth was his first and last. Beautiful and a miracle but the last) I have to fight my other sons father to watch him because it's not one of his days even then I'll be lucky for him to have him threw the labor on it's own (he is 2) idk if the hospital will even let me drive myself home because by the time I'll leave again there will be no one to help me. I'm depressed numb and completely broken. Idk if I'll be able to cope.