I never post on here I'm sorry.. I just... have been feeling terribly alone for months and I cant seem to escape it some days. I have my wonderful 2 kids and j love them more than anything, but.. nowadays I have no friends, and barely any family. My fiances family is great and they love me like family but I can never get real comfortable with anyone. We moved here to NJ 2 years ago and I've made one friend since then. But she had to move. Now we barely talk and dont see each other much. I understand that's a part of life, I do. But sometimes my heart hurts and theres no one I can talk to.

I'm sorry I just needed to vent.