Should I do a baby shower?

My husband and I are separated but still working on our relationship. He said some really mean things when I became pregnant and hasn’t apologized to my family since he got them involved. He is coming around lately and showing he is excited.. I’m taking take still and staying with my mom.. it’s my first pregnancy and my mom has been talking about a baby shower. Since my husband and I don’t live together and not sure about the future I feel weird doing a baby shower on my own. Im kind of embarrassed, I know he probably won’t come and people will be asking where he is ...

If you were in my shoes would you still do it ?