Here comes the guilt.

So I haven’t breastfed or pumped at all since my son was about 3 days old. He’s now 2 months as of yesterday. Before my milk came in. It just wasn’t for me and I wasn’t properly educated on breastfeeding or pumping. I kinda had to figure it all out on my own before I just gave up. The other day I thought to myself, “maybe I can try again.” even though my milk is probably dried up and I regret it so much. I regret not trying harder and I regret not sticking it out. I know how important breastmilk is for a baby and I feel like I failed. The guilt is all hitting me at once.