Due any day

Has anyone experience extreme anxiety near due date ? I don't know if it's because I'm due any day that my anxiety is playing up, but my extreme anxiety is how i was at the beginning of my pregnancy. I can't stop crying. I can't handle certain songs because they are too sad, and basically anything makes me cry

Im scared my partner is going to die and I feel guilty for not appreciating him more in our relationship etc. In general I'm feeling like a bad person so I'm constantly beating myself up inside about every stupid thing I've done in my past and how shit of a person I have been to others. I hate this feeling and want it to stop and then I feel even more bad because I don't want my baby to feel what I'm feeling.

This feeling makes me feel like I want to die