This is my first pregnancy. I am 14w and 5 days. I always wanted to be a mother and thought I wouldn’t be able too because I wasn’t able to get pregnant as fast as my friends and family. Finally I was blessed with a baby which I recently found out it a little girl. My entire pregnancy my family and daughters father have made it hard for me to enjoy my pregnancy. I had to leave my apartment and quit my job because of running from an abusive person.. to still have that person ruin my car by sugaring my tank and oil pan and leaving me with nothing because he ruined all of my belongings and trashed them. Even though I have nothing I was determined not to give up. I moved back to my parents house even though it was taking a step back. But being here has made me extremely depressed. My parents are just as toxic mentally and emotionally as my child’s father. I don’t know what to do anymore or who to talk to. I want out of all the negativity. I start a new job Monday which I hope I can start if I’m able to scrape up the money for uniforms. My first goal is to get where I can be comfortable and feel safe. Has anybody else been in a similar situation?? How did you pick yourself back up?? How do you keep fighting when your completely drained??