Because my sister is pregnant with her 3rd child( due next month). She keeps sending pictures of her growing belly, talking about her baby shower ect. I really am happy for her, but I just can’t take it!!! I don’t want to see pictures or talk to her about baby showers and birthing classes. I don’t even want to go to the shower( but I am going to go).... I just want a baby so bad!! We’ve been trying what seems like forever and no luck. I know I’m a horrible person. 😕