Wishing I could enjoy this pregnancy (RANT)

Sienna • Sienna Chavez

Pregnancy is suppose to be such a beautiful,wonderful,magical time in a woman’s life and my husband has made it none of those things. I can’t focus on my pregnancy or baby because there is always something going on with us or me having to make sure he’s doing what he’s suppose to (we take a birth class that is husband coached) and he is the most least interested in it and more concerned about a stupid game on his phone or play station or a video he could be watching on YouTube. Every time she moves or kicks and I want him to see he’ll look for maybe a minute or leas then go back to watching his video or he’ll just put his hand on my belly while continuing his game or video but if she doesn’t kick the second he puts his hand on me he just turns away

Like our daughter isn’t a fucking dog that kicks or moves on command then he’ll just poke my belly constantly till she will move for him and it pisses me off cause she will move if he is just patient. We have argued this entire pregnancy,if it’s not one thing it’s another and at this point I’m 34 weeks pregnant and have been depressed this entire pregnancy because of him and now every time we argue I’ll get a contraction and lots of pelvic floor pressure..he makes me not want to have him in my delivery room cause he will stress me out too much

And what hurts is he stepped up so much with my first pregnancy and I had a miscarriage and he treats this pregnancy different and is less interested...