PPD screening

I had a ppd screening not long ago, and it didn't look good. But I also got to take it at a week that was the worst since birth tbh.

So it's gonna be repeated next week. Ad you know what? That won't look good either.

I'm so fucking done with being a mom today. My girl has had stomach issues since birth and no matter what I try it just never really gets better.

She's either having diarrhea or not any poop at all. I feel like a failure and on top of that I'm just exhausted 😩

And now I'm crying because I sit with her in my arms as I write this and she's giving me these little smiles half asleep.

Being a mom is a fucking roller-coaster!