Missed miscarriage

Ka

Until yesterday, i had never heard of a missed miscarry. I was home alone when my doctor called and told me that they couldn't find a heartbeat from my ultrasound, and that my sweet baby was measuring 2 weeks behind. After that, all he said was to either wait it out, take medication, or get a d&c. Then apologized and hung up. I cried for a little while then called my fiance and told him that he needed to come home right now. Then texted my mom the news. I was alone for an entire hour before my fiance got there-it was horrible. My mother came over about 5 mins after him. Today i scheduled a d&c, since my doctor told me to call in the next 24 hours with whatever I wanted to do. This is the most painful thing my fiance and i have ever endured. I can't sleep, i constantly think about it, i feel my little belly and my symptoms, and we just cry together all throughout the day. My fiance worked the day after his father passed. He's still thinking about missing another day of work tomorrow. Does anyone have any tips on grieving a loss? I don't go back to work until Saturday, but i dont know if i can even handle it then. Ill still have my little angel in me until the monday after this saturday. I can't look at my belly without feeling heartbroken and lost. 💔