Since I’ve had my son 11 months ago . I have seriously struggled. emotionally and honestly physically. And I feel like it’s not talked about enough. I’m not sure how many #newmoms out that that feel like this and As I’m typing this I’m praying to a god that there is only a few. Let’s be honest, everyone would change something about themselves but this is different you know? I have hated everything about myself. Let me start off by saying I was a pretty teen. I’ve always been really fair with basically brown hair and green eyes. So I’m pretty basic. And that has hit me so close to home because that’s really what I started to believe. I wanted to get contacts so that I could have a different eye color. I AM actually hoping my husband lets me get a perm soon because I have super thin hair and that’s a whole other MESS by itself. Like that’s a whole insecurity of mine. Especially since having my baby.😞 I’m posting this anon bc I don’t want everyone to be like “it’s not hard to go get your hair or nails done” or like I would LOVE to but everything my baby needs comes way before what I need*want*. I guess I just can’t wait to feel beautiful again..😞comfortable in my own skin....you know?

-even if this doesn’t get seen , it was amazing just saying how sometimes I just get so so sad and I don’t understand why I don’t like myself so much....