So I had my 34week apt today. Started talking to my doctor about scheduling my 39 week induction. My labor was 3 hours total with my son. I went from 2cm-10cm in two hours at the hospital. They didn’t believe me that I was in labor when I showed up. My sons heart rate dropped in half at the end when I was pushing so they had to vacuum him out immediately or I would’ve been rushed to c section. This time I’m

So scared that I’ll be home alone with my 2 year old and have this baby on the floor. Also, my husband is out of state until the very end of July so he could come home for it if I’m induced. She told me that she doesn’t want to schedule right now. Basically she says that starting in 2 weeks at my next visit they want to check my cervix and babies position every appointment to see if I seem like I’m progressing and she will decide when to induce me from there. Basically she doesn’t think I’ll make it to 39 weeks so she doesn’t see a point in scheduling me. She wants to look at me and see if I’m showing progress then just keep me for induction or schedule it very shortly after that if so. I asked her if that would even make sense for me since I didn’t show any signs of labor with my son and I dilated and progressed all within a two hour window, so would she even see progress before actual labor? So basically I’m still scared, even more confused then I was. She also measured my belly and looked at me like I was crazy for some reason, then measured me two other ways and felt around on my belly for a minute. I was talking to her while she did this so I didn’t even ask what that was about or what my measurement was. Sorry for the long post I’m just super stressed about all of this now 🤦🏼‍♀️