Ok ladies. I need some help.

I’ve regularly masturbated for a few years now (I’m 18, and I first started really getting into it around 13) and I’ve never had an orgasm. I’m comfortable with myself, and have tried to orgasm both by penetration and clitoral stimulation.

I get so close too. I’ll get right to where I feel like I’m gonna O and then it that ~good~ feeling gets TOO intense and I feel an overwhelming urge to stop. Is this normal? What should I do?

I’ve tried to force myself to ignore those feelings of it being too much and to just let myself O, but I can’t seem to get past it. I’m scared that one day I’ll be with a guy and I’ll have to ask him to stop. Any advice?