Honestly I quit and I’m deleting this app

I have been trying to have a baby for a year and 3 months.... my cycles are irregular and I’m honestly just fed up. I’m tired of hurting, crying, seeing red, being disappointed, being let down, getting negatives, and always thinking about baby making. I honestly don’t see the point anymore for setting myself up for failure. I will NEVER stop wanting a baby or wanting to become a mom or wanting my dream to come true... but I can’t do this anymore. This app isn’t helping me unfortunately. I had such high hopes and it’s not the apps fault.. it’s me and my stupid irregular cycles. I hate how my body betrays me. After today, I am going to quit trying to check apps daily, do my daily log, and obsess over the possibility of getting pregnant. It hurts too much... good luck to everyone and I hope the baby dust lands on you ❤️