I have no motivation for life or anything I have no goals or anything I want to do in life and the only thing I have ever wanted was to have a family even if it was just me and my child. I have always wanted a child because I didn’t have a great childhood my mother left me when I was 3 and my dad was very distant even now that I’m 18 almost 19.

The only goal I have ever had was to have a child and be what my mother wasn’t to me