So lately I’ve been having relapses. I have BPD and Bipolar and I’ve recently had a massive relapse.

And instead of having a boyfriend who is supposed to support me. His told me to hang myself instead.

All these voices and seeing things and the way I’m feeling makes me wonder if I should do it.

I mean if my own boyfriend wants me to then why does it matter?

My hearts shattered

I’m alone.