I feel so stupid for staying with someone who hasn’t loved me our entire marriage. He’s in love with a “best friend” who will never feel the same way. I’ve wasted four years on someone who disrespects me, doesn’t love me, lies and cheats on me. I deserve so much better but why do I still want to stay and work it out? It’s going to be hard to start over with two kids and no money or a place to go. I just needed to vent because I feel like everything is falling apart and I’m so angry.