Im 15, Hes 19

So ive been dating this guy for about a month now but talking since spring break. He already knew my age.🤐🤐🤐

It doesn't bother me and i know he doesnt mind but i cant help but worry.

He really makes me happy😁. Every time i see him it feels like nothing could go wrong. Though it always does. My parents dont know of course. It would be the end of him and me if they did.💀

I really do like him and see a potential future with him. I know this probably looks like another little puppy love situation but i swear its not. We know what we are doing. We know the consequences. We know the dangers. Its scary but i really like him. Hes doesn't really have the best record but hes getting his life on track again👏. It took alot of convincing but hes finally working to get better. I swear im not trying to fix him. Im just helping him. I love him alot and want him to get better. I want to help him. I want to grow with him. I want to be better with him. I am better with him. I need him in my life just as much as he needs me❤. I know it. Its crazy and probably stupid but i love him. I really do. I just fear what could happen if someone other then our friends found out. His friends adore me and we all hang out alot. My best friend and him get along great to. Everyone has said we honstly are way better people when we are together❤❤❤. I totally mom him all the time and as much as he hates it, he knows its for the best. Is our relationship really so wrong????

(I will say please dont call me immature as a reason. I only wrote this this way to grab attention cause i needed advice. And what i wanted to write would have not been noticed.)