This is our 1st month TTC #2. Our daughter is 4.5 years old. We did the deed every day during my projected fertile window and a couple days after bc I was still having EWCM. I’m approx 8dpo and I’ve been having dull achy cramps for the last 4 days not really enough to complain about but enough to notice. We conceived our daughter our first month trying. My brain knows that’s not always the norm. I was dumb and took a test today and of course it was negative. I’m just feeling discouraged like AF is gonna show up and that I went in to this way too over confident. I know it’s too early to test, I got my positive with our first at 11dpo but that doesn’t help me feel any less discouraged today.

Idk. I just needed to feel like I told someone my feelings bc my husband and I tend to keep our family planning things to ourselves and he doesn’t always understand how I feel bc he’s a man and it easier for them to move on and I feel kinda lonely like I have no one to talk to about it.

If you’ve read this far, thank you for “listening” to my rambling.