6th failed IUI. Words can’t even explain

AF decided to show her face yesterday after my 6th attempt at <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. The worst part about it is that THIS IS IT FOR ME. I can’t move on to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> because I truly can not afford it. I feel less of a woman because I can’t conceive naturally. There are days where I find myself secretly staring at my husband wondering if he might leave me because we can’t conceive, or what if or marriage falls apart and he ends up with someone who can conceive. He’s a very good man and says that I need to stop thinking like that because all I’m doing is hurting myself by thinking that way. I’m just so lost. I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant