Does it stop?

Heather

After being diagnosed with a MMC in December and having my D&C a week later in January, I have been super paranoid with this pregnancy. I got my BFP May 29th, EDD is February 12th. I have my first appt July 11th. I am super scared to go through another miscarriage. Every time I use the bathroom I am checking for blood. 😔 will I ever overcome the fear of losing my 🌈 ?