Today I went out with my guy and ughhh I’m very in love

He gave me a bear hug and started massaging my head and honestly I was so happy I felt so comfortable and safe

We normally just do more sexual stuff but today we were hugging and just touching in non sexual ways it was amazing and I kept thinking I love you

To be clear we’ve said it before once but I’ve never said it first and I’m scared of getting hurt

I’m so comfortable just talking to him about everything from sex and stuff to what I think about on an average day

I really don’t want to get hurt and I’m sure he won’t hurt me but the stress of it is still there