Prenatal troubles!

Okay so please dont judge but at 9 weeks I came off my prescribed prenatals and anti depressants due to lack of wanting to live not caring about miscarriage (I know it's bad dont come for me....I struggled for a year for this baby was just in a bad space) and also had hyperemesis and they were making me nauseous. I stopped throwing up and was finally able to eat again after like week 13. Wasnt having any problems with nausea anymore either. . . However since moving to Colorado and working again this past week I've noticed my morning sickness has returned! (17 weeks) no vomiting but nausea is high again! Well today I took gummy prenatals and omg my stomach is killing me!!!! I feel like it's the prenatals and I kind of dont want to take them anymore