I thought last month was going to be it, I'd finally be pregnant.

Then I got my period 😭 I didn't think I would be as upset as I was but I'm starting to feel like it won't happen and it sucks. I thought I wouldn't have a problem getting pregnant but now reality is hitting me hard and I'm feeling like a failure. My anxiety is churning away with questions like maybe I'm doing something wrong, or maybe I'm not ovulating which just stresses me out more. Those thoughts then make me feel depressed and useless. I almost told my husband that I didn't want to keep trying because it would be pointless but I'm trying to stay positive.

It's getting harder as each month goes by so fingers crossed, positive energy/ good vibes, baby dust, and prayers that not only do I get lucky but everyone else that's struggling out here does too