We have been trying to get pregnant

Hello , this my be long just an FYI. Just wanna share my story. Kinda upset. Anyway we have been trying for years we are newly married. Been together for 9 year. We have tried getting pregnant so many time . This passed time we tried and didn’t happen. We really thought we was . Are Hope was lost . Just want god to give me a baby without all the meds and stuff. Just scared I’m going to go to the doctor . They will tell me i can’t have kids . I have worked at a daycare and watched others kids. . I just want to be a mother . If anyone has anything that’s helped them please pass it along. I need all the feed back . Been really down about it .