I just needed to say it. I want to pull my hair out. I hate my relationship. I hate my boyfriend. We’re two kids deep and I feel completely trapped. He has the job, he has the house, he has the cars. I’ve found some part time work and I’m trying to get things in order so I can be on my own two feet again and not count on a guy who’s always letting me down. I want out now but for the kids it’s better if we wait till I’m ready. The last couple months have been so hard. Ugh. You have 18 summers with your babies. I just want to enjoy it and not spend my time fighting with him or worrying about “us”. I just was to enjoy life and stop arguing and talking in circles with his stupid ass!!