when I used to think about you , I got butterflies.

my body sparked inside and lit me up from the inside out and brought the cheesiest smile on my face.

so safe and happy.

now months later i think about you and i feel the hole in my heart grow bigger and bigger.

from the outside in i grow more and more dull , trying to ease from the pain that won’t leave my chest.

wondering where i could have went so wrong where you’d do this to me.