My boyfriend is coming home to the States today for almost a month, but I won't get to see him. I'm happy for him to be able to see his friends and family he hasn't seen in 5 years and that his mom will finally get to meet her youngest grand child, but I know that he's going to be so busy with everyone and everything else that we will barely be able to talk to each other. He's going to be in Jersey and North Carolina while I'm in Florida. I know I'll be able to see him in just over 2 months when I move to where he lives, but it just really hurts to know that he'll be 3 states away and I won't see him. He's traveling with his 5 and 8 year old daughters, so it's not like he can just pop down here after his nephew's graduation. I don't have a car anymore since I was out of the country for 3 months and moving overseas to be with him, so I can't just drive up to meet him either. We haven't physically been together in almost 2 years, so it really hurts.

I know I'm spoiled because we usually text each other all day until we get home and then we're on webcam all night and even fall asleep on cam together. He's been so excited about his trip since he started planning it, but the more he talked about everyone he'll be seeing and everything he'll be doing while he's home, the sadder I became. I feel like a whiny baby, but I just needed to get this out... Even if just into the ether. Thanks for reading.