Felt an extreme connection with my baby

So im a mom of two babies. My oldest will be 2 next month and my youngest is going in 4 months. I was holding my youngest baby today in a cradle hold and he was just so calm looking up at me.😍 I just started rocking him and runing my fingers through his hair. I kid you not I felt like crying with joy. I felt lucky to be his mom. I felt a connection that made my whole body feel like I was high.

I didn't feel this when he was born thought. 😩 hope nothing is wrong with me.