For some reason I feel really tired and without motivation.

I feel like I’m burning inside, I just want to leave out the front door and just take off and never come back... just walk and keep walking.

I feel trapped when I’m at home I rather be at work and be at home for some reason. When I’m at work I’m fine and as soon as it’s almost time go clock out i start feeling sick.

I know this isn’t normal!

This isn’t who I used to be.

Today I was folding laundry and when I was In the middle of it my 2.5 year old daughter came to the room asking for a bottle, i made her one and cuddle with her in bed to help her fall asleep. Well we were cuddling and suddenly I just started crying FOR NO REASON! Like really bad! Bad enough that my toddler started crying with me and begged me to stop crying...

I seriously have no reason to be feeling this way. So far everything is fine at home, my relationship with my fiancé is going well and there’s absolutely no reason for me to be feeling this way.

A friend suggested I could be pregnant but I have Nexplanon since March 29, 2019. I took a hpt just to ease that thought and it was negative.

Is it possible that the implant is the reason for this drastic mood change?