I’m 16 years old, my ex boyfriend got me pregnant over 6 months ago when I was 15, and I had a miscarriage. I wasn’t ready to be a mom but I was so devastated when I lost the baby. My ex was abusive so I left him after one year of trying to find a way out, and I found a new boyfriend who has never hurt me in any way and makes me so so happy. I’ve been feeling really depressed for a very long time and I keep contemplating taking my own life. I’m starting to think the only thing that will give me a second chance is a baby. I really want a baby, I think it would give me a reason to stay alive and be happy, and I’ve always wanted to be a mother. Please tell me I’m not crazy..