I found the one for me but due to an opportunity he received he decided to go to Europe. It makes sense because we are still young and he wants to explore his chances before he settles down but I hate that this has to happen. I love him with everything I’ve got and I’m tired. I don’t want to be alone anymore, I’ve done it for so long. I don’t want to start over and find someone new I want to stay with him but he has to leave. I wish I could go with him. I lost the love of my life and it’s hard because I have no reason to hate him. I have nothing holding me back from any desperate attempts to keep him besides my pride. It would make it easier to move if I hated him but I don’t. I still love him and I don’t resent him at all. I’m tired. I don’t want to be sad anymore. When will I stop crying...