Sometimes I feel like God skipped over me and left me out on purpose. I feel like I'm being punished and He's allowing me to suffer. I'm not sure what I've done so incredibly wrong to have to face such an emotionally traumatic hardship. Sick of hoping, praying and having faith. I'm the most bitter, angry, hateful bitch because of my infertility and it hurts. Nobody can fix it and it makes me hate myself and everybody else. I am so angry. I just want to breathe my last breath. I didn't deserve this. None of us did. 💔